before you follow
a lot of this is on my main carrd, but that also has more info about me in general! these lists are a little more tailored to this particular blog of mine.
i block liberally - i know dni stuff doesn't always stop ppl from interacting, so i'll block you if i'm uncomfortable for any reason.
discourse gives me bad anxiety - while i won't engage with it, know tht i'm anti-harassment to the bone. if you partake in cancel culture & engage with callouts, we won't get along.
i am pro-rpf - my main selfships as of right now are all rpf-related. i believe that as long as you're not shoving it in a celebrity's face, you should be able to fictionalize them however you'd like & draw or write whatever you'd like about them- given that, if you post it, it's properly tagged of course
i enjoy dark tropes - i don't post a lot about it, but if you want to get to know me better, pls be aware that i will probably want to talk to you about my dark stuff! if you have any boundaries i'll absolutely respect that, this is just warning so you know to tell me your boundaries!
i cannot stifle my interests due to trauma - i can tag or warn for whatever you may need me to, tho! just let me know!
also i've had psych hospital & crisis residence stays before that i'm willing to talk abt in private if asked!
do not interact
pro-harassment - like i said, i am vehemently anti-harassment, and this is a zero-tolerance zone for it. that includes antis & fanpol. you're allowed to be uncomfortable with something without demonizing those who draw and write about said thing
lgbt+phobic / exclusionist - especially if you're against neopronouns / xenogenders. what are you even doing here?
racist / otherwise bigoted - self explanatory
anti-fictionkin / you "kin for fun" - i am fully willing to explain how fictionkin (+ otherkin) is inherently involuntary if you're willing to understand that there are terms for "kinning for fun" that don't steal from a community that's been around for decades
anti-selfship / anti-rpf - literally what are you doing here that is all this blog is
discourse junkies - self explanatory
you use "freak" as an actual insult - self describing is fine, i am a fellow freak! but if you actually insult people with the word it just makes me really uncomfortable
minors - i'd rather not have y'all on this blog of mine, sorry. you can follow my main but even then i'm apprehensive to interact with or befriend minors. i'm an adult (21) who wants adult friends, y'know?
blacklist
my catchall tag is "#colt dl" - if you have to tag it some other way, let me know! i can blacklist that too.
in-depth talk of stifling an interest
sexual / romantic remarks about bang chan (skz) - he is my main c/o, and on top of that my main selfship. i'm uncomfortable sharing him. what more can i say?
selfships
almost all of my ships relate to my past life regression in one way or another, so please keep in mind the way you talk abt my ships. a good chunk of them are more personal than they may appear.view my:
romantic f/os | qpp f/os | platonic f/os | familial f/osmy c/os have their own single section because some of the relationships are incredibly specific, plus my list is slowly growing so i'm trying to find the best way to format it! (also warning: on the c/os page i mention what the dynamics are for some of my ships bc of the specificity + some of them are kinda dark / taboo)
romantic f/os
my dear husbands ♡
| f/o | source | date married | tag |
|---|---|---|---|
| alex kralie | marble hornets | 03/13/21 | ; my dear sweet director |
| zhongli | genshin impact | 12/23/21 | ; our contract of love |
primary f/os ♡
| f/o | source | tag |
|---|---|---|
| connor | detroit: become human | (undecided) |
| dottore | genshin impact | ; lapdog lover |
| fry | futurama | (undecided) |
| jurgen | sam & max | ; gay ass vampire |
| thanatos | hades game | (undecided) |
| wriothesley | genshin impact | ; my cerberus |
secondary f/os ♡
| f/o | source | tag |
|---|---|---|
| arven | pokemon scarvi | ; silly culinary student |
| clotted cream cookie | cookie run kingdom | ; babygirl |
| dan heng | honkai star rail | (undecided) |
| jimmy crystal | sing 2 | ; fucked up little woofbark |
| phayu | love in the air | ; stupid = cute |
| rauru | tears of the kingdom | ; rawru |
| sam | sam & max | ; can i shoot it? |
| sebastian | black butler | (undecided) |
| sonia | tears of the kingdom | (undecided) |
veteran f/os ♡
| f/o | source | tag |
|---|---|---|
| arlo | my time at portia | (undecided) |
| ayato kamisato | genshin impact | ; stupid fucking boba man |
| childe / tartaglia / ajax | genshin impact | (undecided) |
| flick | animal crossing | (undecided) |
| hornet | hollow knight | ; spider girlfriend |
| huffman | genshin impact | (undecided) |
| jessie | original character | (undecided) |
| kaeya alberich | genshin impact | (undecided) |
| sidon | breath of the wild | ; sidicks for life |
| sucrose | genshin impact | (undecided) |
| yakumo | nu: carnival | (undecided) |
platonic f/os
| f/o | source | tag |
|---|---|---|
| cloth | hollow knight | ; brave bestie |
| hu tao | genshin impact | (undecided) |
| marissa | hollow knight | ; singing ghost bestie |
| the mantis lords | hollow knight | ; sparring besties |
familial f/os
| f/o | source | relation | tag |
|---|---|---|---|
| timmy & tommy | animal crossing | little brothers | (undecided) |
| tom nook | animal crossing | dad | ; the only good capitalist |
c/os
my main romantic c/o is bang chan from stray kids! his tag is "#; foreverboy" and i see him as my husband basically all of the time
i also romantically c/o jeon jungkook from bts, and his tag is "#; my dreamer" - i see him as a boyfriend more often than not
i have a third romantic c/o too, being kim hongjoong from ateez! his tag is "#; my captain" - i see him as a boyfriend, but instead of me crushing on him first i think he crushed on me firsti'm extremely uncomfortable sharing chan in any capacity. for jungkook i'm a little touchy about sharing but with a warning i should be ok! and i'm fine with sharing hongjoong that's no big deali have some c/os where my relationship w them depends on whichever au i'm talking about! they are as follows:"#; my cat's bestie" - lee minho (skz) - in the main au i usually talk abt we are just friends + he helped me get together with chan. but in some aus our relationship is romantic and/or sexual too! chan is more often than not also involved with this"#; my dirty little secret" - han jisung (skz) - i have two major aus dedicated to incredibly emotionally complex relationships with him, but in the main au i usually talk abt we are very close friends!"(undecided)" - hwang hyunjin (skz) - in the main au he's my friend with benefits and we have an elaborate bdsm kinda thing going on, but i have many other aus in which our relationship is more of an actual abuser / victim dynamic"(undecided)" - park seonghwa (atz) - i don't really have a main au for my ateez stuff but seonghwa has taken on a LOT of roles in just random aus and fics i've come up with so he goes hereother notable relationships that don't really change per-au are as follows:"(undecided)" - kim namjoon (bts) - incest-coded father figure
"#; poltertae" - kim taehyung (bts) - friend with benefitseveryone else between the three groups i consider good friends, but like dynamics depend on the au and stuff!